I'm not weighing myself this week.

It wouldn't be fair. My dance teacher cancelled all of our dance classes this week. I think someone died or is very ill. I don't know though. So... I don't know what I'm going to do. I guess some pilates or something. I did brush off the DVD this past weekend. I feel so lost without my dancing, though!

Um... I'm going to a "concert" this Friday. My friend's band is playing and I'm hoping it'll be mucho mucho fun. Cause I need some fun this week.

I feel like SlimFasting myself into oblivion.

161.2

Yeah, I know. But I must say, I've been BAD this weekend, and I've only hopped up two tenths of a pound this whole weekend. So I don't feel so bad. Today is back to the exercise. I should be looking good again soon.

All I have time for today. Be back soon!

161.0

Jumped back up there. I just don't know what to do. Yesterday, I had a SlimFast for breakfast and then a Subway sandwich, Lays, a diet soda and THREE chocolate chip cookies. Needless to say, I did not eat dinner last night. Man, I'm a horrible dieter. I know it takes time, but it's soooooo hard. I've been pretty good, though, I must say. I'm just constantly talking myself down from all the fat-filled, sugary, delicious things that I used to eat. So it gets a tad bit depressing. Especially when my boyfriend says things like, "Hey, let's go get pizza!", as he did last night. He just doesn't understand how to diet and what I'm going through. But lucky him, he's still losing weight. Stupid men and their stupid metabolisms.

Today I have to help my mom clean out the garage. Today is St. Paddy's Day, so she better be cookin' that corned beef. Dammit. I'm eating it, I don't care. Then I'm probably going to cruise around the Tower District, go to some bars, a BBQ, etc etc. Fun stuff. Should be a good day.

159.6

I broke through! Finally! That second digit says 9, and I'm excited. I don't have time to exercise before work, but that would have been a good reward for getting me to where I am. Like a brisk walk or short jog, just something to get my metabolism going for today. That's really my problem... On Tuesdays and Thursdays I don't exercise (not even riding my horse a lot of the time). So I need to do SOMETHING that will make me sweat on these days. So, after work, I'm gonna get my bike up (per Chelsea's suggestion) and I'll ride it for a few miles tonight.

YAY EXERCISE! I actually love it now. :)

161.8

Hey, not too shabby considering I pretty much sat on my ass all Saturday and ATE. Yesterday I came home and did a bunch of yard work with my mom, rearranged my room (so much cleaner now! still could use some work, though...) and overall just chilled. Good day yesterday.

So, I watched The Devil Wears Prada on Saturday since that's pretty much what I did all Saturday was watch movies, and one of the actresses said this: "I'm on this new diet... Well, I don't eat anything at all, and then, when I feel I'm about to faint, I eat a cube of cheese. I'm one stomach flu away from being at my goal weight!" I laughed, because part of me wanted to try that diet. But it's simply impossible because I'm constantly around people that love to cook and eat. I love to cook, too! It's one of my core hobbies. The others are cleaning, crafting and going to bed early. I'm a grandma at heart.

So I've been online shopping again (not buying yet, just shopping) and there are models out there that make me sick. Lol. I know this one chick has fake boobs and it's driving me crazy. Like, my hips are wide. My shoulders are, too. However, the boobs... Perky, but smallish. I either want to A: get my ass taken in or B: get boobs somehow. So I'm trying to diet and see if I can't get my ass to a respectable size. I'm just hoping the boobs don't go away. They actually are the biggest that I've ever had them in my life, thus far, and I don't want them to leave me! Haha...

Wow, I wrote a lot already and I have to get ready for work. Stupid Daylight Savings. Stupid stupid stuuuuupid.

Not sure.

I'm house-sitting right now, so I don't know where they keep their scale. Don't wanna go rummaging for it, either. :P Well, I ate like a fat kid yesterday. I have been eating like that lately. Period might have something to do with it, not sure. The boyfriend is super duper sick, so I've been his surrogate mommy the past couple days. Bought him orange juice and NyQuil. He didn't eat anything yesterday and that upset me. I keep telling him he's sick because he won't eat and he tells me that he can't eat because he's sick. I wanna punch him sometimes, because he won't listen to me. So I told him he at least has to drink all the orange juice and Dr. Pepper I bought him. Get those fluids in him. (You can tell HE'S not on a diet... It's rather frustrating.)

Anywho, must get back to the couch and watch some TV and take care of the doggy and kitty. This is the easiest job I've ever had to do. YAY!!! :)

160.8

WOO HOO!!! Coming back down. And I've been eating Slim Fast and fast food salads. And veggies and whatnot. Had an apple. Sorry, mental list. But I must say that I LOOK a million times skinnier than I did and I only weigh about 6 ellbees less. Oh, but I am sore today. Damn dance classes. I love them so. I don't think I'm going to go salsa dancing tonight. I think I'd rather go tomorrow night at Fresno State. It'll be a bit easier on me.

Erm... Yep, I think that may be it. No drama or anything that I can think of. I'm doing well!

164.6

That's with clothes on, I might add. But I'm really not too worried. My ass is fitting into my jeans well and I really think it looks smaller. The muscle's going somewhere.

So, I'm currently at Fresno City College, attempting to transfer to a four-year this fall. I've already been accepted to Cal State Northridge, but I'm still waiting on UCLA to let me know what's up. I just really want to get back down to Socal. I simply belong down there. I miss the beach and the people and the ability to just be. I'm really going to have to take a trip down there soon. I want to go surfing in Orange County. It should be really fun.

In other news, my best friend is coming home in about three weeks!!! I'm so excited. She's been living with her husband in Abilene, Texas since October and they're going to be moving to England in May, so she's coming home for about a month before she leaves. I MISS HER SO MUCH!!! :P

Okay, gotta take out the trash. Literally.

I forget.

I weighed myself this morn, but I forgot.

Today I had such a blast!! I went to the horse show and my lovely mare and I won two fourths and a first! I really wasn't expecting that at all, because we SUCKED. But she was still good and I love her and now we're all exhausted. Stefanie did a great job, too. She won like a billion firsts on Nike and Eddie. So it was a good show. Man, am I tired.

I made grilled cheese sammiches (no butter!) and tomato soup for dinner. SO delish. Anyway, I'm off to bed. Good stuff, good stuff.

163.6

Yeah, I gained three pounds. It's been a rough couple of days. I just haven't been feeling myself. But I did measure this morning and I have lost a total of 2 inches around my waist and a half inch each from my thighs. So there.

I'm really tired right now. I went to bed way too late last night and woke up way too early. Right now I'm cleaning up my room, doing laundry... Blah. My cats are insane.

Yesterday I bought a snake. I have yet to name him/her (it's not sexed yet). It's an albino corn snake and it's orange yellow and white. It has to be one of the coolest snakes I've ever seen. I'm thinking about naming it Gambit if it's a boy. I like that a lot.

On Thursday, I took my friend Lupe out for sushi. It was her first time, so I was excited. I love introducing people to sushi. She really liked it, too. Then we went salsa dancing with my boyfriend. He doesn't like to dance AT ALL. I don't know why he came, anyway. But Lupe and I had a great time. We left early cause we all had to work the next morning.

Today I'm going to the Home and Garden show with my mom and my sister-in-law. I've gotta get my horse cleaned up and shiny for tomorrow, as well as her tack. The horse show should be fun. She's been doing really well at home, but I'm just going to the show to look good. Haha... I want her to get used to being around other horses and smells she doesn't know. I want that horse broke!!

Kthxbai. :)